Restless

Jan 3, 2010 | Uncategorized | 11 comments

There.
That’s it.
I don’t even know what to write.
I am just Restless Tonight.
Some sort of an itch but I don’t know what it is so I can’t scratch it.
The need to create?
For a glass of wine?
To read my Bible?
To visit with a friend?
Got a real hankerin’ to go two steppin’ – like to the point where I can’t take it.
Dying to dust off my lovely Nine West cowboy boots (gift from hubby/fiancé at the time 16 years ago), throw on my Christian Dior red lips and whirl around the floor till sweat drips down my back. Then tell hubby to go get me a Bud and do it again.
Good grief. Do I sound as if I am done being pregnant or what?
This is really irritating.
If you’ve read long enough you can probably tell that indecisiveness or “I don’t know” is NOT a regular thought process for me so for me to be sitting here with my laptop in my jammies with my hair lookin’ sa-weet if I do say so myself…well, it’s just weird.
That’s right. I have banished “the knot” and have taken to doing my hair again.
What is up with that?
Vanity?
Vanity.
Maybe I just want to feel pretty when those horrible pains start waving thru my body – as if mascara and a pin curl can help a head pass thru your pelvis any less painfully.
Hilarious.
Dang, I am in a mood.
You know what sounds good? A dive in a perfect temperature pool. In fact, while I am on the subject – having my own pool is a hard core dream of mine. And there is just no room on this in-town lot unless I gutted 70% of my garden…oh, and an indoor pool? Can you imagine?
Oh my gosh, I sound crazy.
I feel crazy.
This, pardon me, sucks.
I am out my element here. 99.9% or the time I know what I want, how I want it, when, where, why…
but now I am just sitting here.
Maybe this is some weird pre-labor hormone thing.
I hope not.
The house needs to be vacuumed, I was going to make a huge kettle of spagetti sauce for the freezer tomorrow, my nails need to be re-painted, I don’t have my tripod for the camera up here yet, still need a shower curtain or two and I haven’t made my little lifesavers (soaked, then, frozen maxi-pads) – (I know that is probably TMI but there are some girls that read this blog that are due soon too and if I can help one other soul with that “I’ve been kicked by a horse!” feeling…)
OK, I have a dear friend, and sometimes I say or write something and thing, “Now that is something that ______ would never say” and it makes me giggle…
Now, I am way off track.
OK, here is what I am going to do:
Last night we started “A Streetcar Named Desire” and I conked out not to long after
“STELLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAA!”
So I am going to try to finish it.
Love me some Tennessee Williams.
If you think I am nuts – you may be right. But at least enjoy this favorite song.
Bon soir.

11 Comments

  1. Cathy

    If you’re nuts then so am I!!! I love the way your mind works and I love that you are able to put it all into words!!! My thoughts travel all over the place…all the time…they are hard to collect;)!!!

    Great post!!!
    XOXO
    Cathy

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  2. Old Centennial Farmhouse

    I have always LOVED Alison Krause…and you reminded me that I should get out my CD’s and get her put into my iTouch!!

    Oh, and regarding going dancing, sounds GOOD, maybe you will be abloe to go sometime after spring comes! And I’m so glad to hear someone say that they like to sweat and keep on dancin’, too!!!!!!

    I think the baby will be here soon and I will get to read your story of the newest delivery! SO EXCITING!!!!

    Anyway, enjoy your movie, sweet mama!
    XOXO
    Joni

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  3. Bonjour Madame

    This sounds totally normal to me. My thought process works like this most of the time. I miss two stepping. I haven’t done it since I moved away from Texas. ;(

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  4. Musings From A French Cottage

    I think baby may be coming sooner than later!! Love this post,and I like the maxi pad idea too!! Thanks for the good tip. I’ll be praying for you!!

    Blessings,
    Kathleen

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  5. Teri

    You are hil.ar.i.ous!

    Love it!

    I, too, think that baby is on the way!

    Can’t wait to hear all about it.

    Teri

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  6. The Whispering Creek House

    O thank you for visitng my blog and trying to help me with my stove issue! Im haveing fun reading all the suggestions! Come again.maybe I will have a solution! Thanks again! Blessings to you ..it sounds like baby is getting close to coming..how exciting!

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  7. My Grama's Soul

    Your post cracked me up!!! Hopefully that baby “pops out” soon!

    Blessings,

    Jo

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  8. Mrs. B.

    You’re a funny lady. 🙂 I’m totally going to freeze some water-logged maxi pads…thanks for the idea!

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  9. Faith

    You are too funny (and maybe a little nuts!!) Kidding-that was a trip. Love you!!!

    Reply

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